Um the main reason why I stared this up is because I have Racing thoughts. In a matter of minutes, I will have given a well thought out speech in my head. This goes for everything. Even the most emotional topics. Now, what I do with those thoughts is I write them down. I don't know about you but I have had bad luck with that, the whole diary/journal thing. Lets just say, it wasn't the only one to know what was inside, other than me of course. But i am very good with computers, and i can hide anything quite well on my PC. Thus the virtual Diary/Journal.
There are a millions things that i would like to say right now but I am afraid that, by the time i get done with one topic, the other will have left my mind.So let me just start with the one I got.
I AM "Bisexual"... in my case meaning... on the fence about who to like, my guilty pleaser is men and women at the same time, I like most guys(the cute and pretty ones), I like... well lets just say i am fairly attracted to one particular type of girl(that being the F2M type or the type of girl that has that unisex look), I often feel frustrated about who I portray myself to be, I have multiple personalities at which range in comfortability with being gay, and everyday I think to myself..."Am I being true to myself?"
Well guess what!!! I'M NOT!!! I'm not and i know it. IT kills me to say it but it is the sad truth. I purposefully am holding back the person that i truly am. So this is where it starts. From this day on, I am going to slowly become that person.
Wish Me LUCK!!!
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